its all about my life part 1-5/2/2010

so if you dont know meh i was born mary beth evans but is know as Angel or as my mommy tammy refers meh to is as "Missy". my life is a giant roller coaster, but this roller coaster doesnt end. lets see..where to start... i am a teen mother, i am a foster kid (i put myself in care), i am bipolar, i have anxiety attacks, and i kinda of hate how my life is going right now. oh yeah did i mention that i have had to pretty much raise myself since i was really little? i am very mature for my age (believe it or not).okay now lets get started. just want to appoligize for spelling errors and maybe some cussing...oh yeah and the randomness. okay so here we go. i love this lady that i say is my real mom ( i was born to the wrong lady ) named Tamara Studley. she was my first foster mom and i will always count her as my only one even tho i am no longer in her care but in the meyers home.dont get meh wrong here yeah it is a great home but it is not for meh. i need less people in the house and someone that doesnt put meh at the bottom of the list. (well thats how i feel at least). all i do here is chores go to mall and hang out with my boyfriend jorge. i cry everyday cause i want to at least be able to talk to mommy tammy...but no i cant have contact with her or any of her family... is that not the most fuking rediculous thing you have ever heard? she is the only person besides jorge that can calm meh down. well i dont have any more time but there will be part to of this...one day...