i hate him

so yeah jorge just had a talk with his mom about the baby and his mom and step dad want meh to have an abortion! what the fuk!!!! i asked him "well what do yoou want meh to do?" and he said "i dont know" i called off the wedding and told him that we will put the baby up for adoption! im done!

okay so....5/22/2010

i have been asked when am i going to update my blog. the answer is today.
so hmmm...lets see whats new with meh?
ummm...well im pregnant!
the father is my fiance.
and oh...jorge got a full time job at mcdonalds when he signed up for a part time job.
now i never get to see him! and i think there is a gurl named treasa that likes him! stupid whore needs to back the fuk off. excuse my language.
and now i dont want him to come over today before he goes to work because i dont want to say good bye.
it sucks...
im so emotional and i hate it..g2g

thinga are now happening...

so we have now set a date. it is friday April 15.2011. that is about as far as we have gotten. well i also got the colors the songs for which dances and my wedding dress... yes i did say my wedding dress. my lovely sister (lets just call her yahyah) yahyah gave it to meh as she was bout to just give it to good will. now dont get meh wrong it is a little to big on me but it is all good with a little himming it will all be okay.well i just wanted to let you guys (my followers that i love) that i have set a date and what time it is.

im getting married! i know what yoou are thinking...5/6/2010

okay so i know what you are thinking... she is only 17!!!!!she shouldn't ruin her life like this..she doesnt know what she is thinking...am i right? at least somewhere along that track? yeah i thought so! now before you all go all cray on meh with your lectures and everything here is why...and NO IM NOT PREGNANT!!!!!! he is going into the service and therefor for meh to live with him on base i have to be his wife. so we are going to make that happen on an unknown date which will be in my later post...their are only a couple people that know that i am getting married and i am the future Ms. Jorge Alexys Flores, but i thought it was time for me to spill my guts and come clean! ill have pictures of the ring once it comes in. he ordered it and his family is the whole richy rich type and nothing is fake.. (i told him to go to wal mart and and get me a fake temporary one but he said i am to important to have a fake ring on my hand...) so there...please no lectures unless you are my momma tammy,nana or amber!

its all about my life part 1-5/2/2010

so if you dont know meh i was born mary beth evans but is know as Angel or as my mommy tammy refers meh to is as "Missy". my life is a giant roller coaster, but this roller coaster doesnt end. lets see..where to start... i am a teen mother, i am a foster kid (i put myself in care), i am bipolar, i have anxiety attacks, and i kinda of hate how my life is going right now. oh yeah did i mention that i have had to pretty much raise myself since i was really little? i am very mature for my age (believe it or not).okay now lets get started. just want to appoligize for spelling errors and maybe some cussing...oh yeah and the randomness. okay so here we go. i love this lady that i say is my real mom ( i was born to the wrong lady ) named Tamara Studley. she was my first foster mom and i will always count her as my only one even tho i am no longer in her care but in the meyers home.dont get meh wrong here yeah it is a great home but it is not for meh. i need less people in the house and someone that doesnt put meh at the bottom of the list. (well thats how i feel at least). all i do here is chores go to mall and hang out with my boyfriend jorge. i cry everyday cause i want to at least be able to talk to mommy tammy...but no i cant have contact with her or any of her family... is that not the most fuking rediculous thing you have ever heard? she is the only person besides jorge that can calm meh down. well i dont have any more time but there will be part to of this...one day...